Flash…Arms
After watching that flash mob of a marriage proposal from a Vietnamese couple, I did not expect to get this emotional over it. Though it was cheesy I feel as if this type of cheesiness will never happen to me, in the sense that no one could sweep me off my feet like that. Perhaps I feel like I can’t find someone who is able to commit themselves to me and actually want our lives to be together. Could it be that that time has passed for me already? Or am I the one who’s afraid of commitment?
What probably made it worse after whatever that flashmob video is that listening to the song ‘Arms’ by Christina Perri. The only that pops in my mind is Mr. V. For some reason, he’s able to make me feel as if I can finally let go and move on. The question is am I moving on to him or just moving on from my past to a better present which may or may not include him. Of course I want him here now and as well as in the future but how will I be able to tell? The more time I spend with Mr.V I feel like there is so much potential and possibilities for but is that just me being hopeful that it will work out between us? Am I just thinking too far ahead and too soon?
All I know is he is trying his best to just make me happy; no making me forget the past, no making me just move on, no making me forget those memories; but all he’s doing presently is to just make me smile. And that’s all that he cares about.
“You put your arms around me and I’m home” - Arms by Christina Perri
